I wished if i didn't know them , i wished if i lived my normal life..
I'm in shock and this shock gave me scars inside my heart... deep deep inside it !
i blame myself for what i read, why i went there .. why i smiled .. why i laughed ..
and why i cared about them? i hate myself for giving up of my precious loneliness.
before meeting them, i used to be different or i will say all my life i used to be silent ..
silent .., so why oh God why i changed my normal self ? it's like one of them stab
me while i was smiling for them.
i missed my old self, also who stab me from behind didn't respect me
and i became the victim and the evil in the same time !
i hate people like them who have two faces.
My faith of Not believing in friendship is Renewed !
i needed to vent my anger , so i didn't allow for the comments.
thank you for your understanding .
