i don't believe in friendship,i have lots of friends from my old days of university
but i really don't feel " the closest friend " thing.
it's true they think I'm their closest friend but for me i only see them like normal
friend i use to talk and laugh with them.
the reason why I'm like this is due to i used to think some people i know really well won't
hurt me from behind , until this day they think I'm their closest friend , i never
hurt them and God know that , it's just i don't believe in the real friendship
due to several things happened to me from them.
that's why i never speak with them about my personal life.
i still respect them and i still wish them all the best and that's it
i learned my lesson since my first day at school .
in university i thought maybe I'm wrong and finally i met real friends
but sad to say they didn't care about what happened to the
people in Yemen , Bahrain and Egypt.
i still remembering their notes on windows live ( in their profile )
that's why i change my thinking about who's the real friend .
i still talk to them but nothing else , they were my partners in many lectures
and i have lots of memory with them . we meet some time but i don't hate them
at all , due to i don't have the right to change their minds and their thinking
it's their life not mine , at least I'm not like them , i care about the dead people
who died without fair . i remember once i told one of my friends about
the dead people and she told me " we pray for them " but sad to say
her note in her profile didn't show this and wrote another thing which is unfair note to
the dead people.
and the reason everyone know '' why " !.. some people don't care about the
dead people.
from that day i knew lots about who's the real friend who's will defend for the justice .
now I'm only normal friend to them , talk , laugh , meet them, respect them that's it.
i will not forget their kindness and how much they care about me when i was sad
i DO respect them , but their thinking is way different than mine.
also lots of other situations i had it from them made me more and more
believe there is no such thing of a REAL FRIEND, there is only NORMAL FRIEND.
but for my readers i wish you have a REAL FRIEND in your lives.
even if i had one some day i can't tell her about my personal life , i prefer to leave this
friendship due to I DON'T TRUST ANYONE .
