It's been very long time i didn't check my blog , honestly i became negative person
due to my country . day after day i hate my country more than i used before
i'm no longer optimistic girl , we can't do what we want . i want to talk about our (Gov??.)
but i'm afraid of them , lots people in jails due to we don't have free opinions
i started to not trust anyone except my family , i feel like someone hold my breath
or stalker on me , what i will say or what i will do .
by the way i'm still unemployed like the 70% of the saudi citizen so it's NORMAL in
this VERY VERY VERY RICH country.
my country is the second high percentage of unemployed in
the Middle East and North Africa !!
as i said before i want to write more but i can't due to i'm afraid something bad
will happens to me. in the intrent every thing we write about
the( Gov???..)has it bad effects
but for now i'm like the others here shutting up our mouths and living our
lives without saying Why or this is not fair or where are our rights .
poverty is around us . don't think we are happy . at least my family is not Alhamdullah.
i don't like the new me , i'm more negative pessimism person more than
before , hate everything in this country
some people will cures me and i REALLY don't care due to if you are
in our place you won't say that ,women here don't have any rights ,
no good jobs or can't do anything due to they are Women !
i hate the most embarrassing thing for us is they don't allow
women to drive ,God know how our lives is difficult to do lots of thing for
ourselves as women .some STUPID people
didn't allow this and this is soo imperising for me to know how people
from another country looking at us due to this matter cuz it's Stupid !
another thing of my pessimism is the empty due to i'm tired of searching for
job every day and checking my e-mail hundred of time a day .
that is how bad my life became so don't blame me if i hated my country .
and the journey of my life just started !
i know what tou are gonna say to me , i will try to be positive person,
i just needed to vent my mixed emotion.
I missed you so much my sister :(.But glad you back and don't be scared about your stupid Gov . Just say what you want to say .Nothing bad will happened to you .Allah with you .I can understand what you want to say .
ReplyDeleteFreedom of speech is everyone rights. Every one can not worship gov. Some sure have different opinion.Islam had allowed women to do many things in moderation .I am confident when we Muslims get freedom we would not cross our boundaries.
Fisrt of all you don't have to feel scared Ok..Ok ?? hear me .
About your job .I was unemployed for two years .Why don't you take up teaching job for a moment.
I don't know about your education background .Would love to discus. May be we come up with something .
You can trust me sister .
venting is good :) , don`t u worry
ReplyDeletethe situation is darkY, I agree,, all around the region , all around our world!
الله يهدي بالك
I hope u will find a good job soon, enshaAllah
I can not ask you to be positive, and I don't blame you cuz I feel the same.. I am so feed up with this place..sadly I can not do nothing about it..
ReplyDeletebut if i didn't hope for the best I would go crazy, so..
♥●• İzdihër •●♥
ReplyDeletehi my dear how are you <3
i wish if we can speak anything we want but the sad thing this Royal family so anything we say bout the Gov.. wich is mean the Royal family is bad thing to talk. so we can't ! if you search about lots of ppl who talked about them you will find them ending up in jails or no one know where are they! are they still alive or dead !! thats why we afraid of talking about them
this kingdom = Royal
we only can shut up our mouths cuz we can't do anything about it .
one of our neighborhood boy is in jail cuz of this without any trail ! can you feel the pain , his family still in pain , so it's been long time may God help him and his family and came back to them healthy.
thats why we afraid of this.
about job i submit on lots of things but they don't want us ( women) ONLY men << can you imagine this , also about education i said before we have unemployed i know girls still searching for jobs since they graduted 15 years ago !! so i'm only freash unemployed and i still have to wait another 5 -10 years
but i hope not i want to get job soon inshAllah
i will remeber to trust you my friend <3
by the way i added you :)
Haitham هيثم Al-Sheeshany الشيشاني
ReplyDeletethank you for your kindness
الله يسهل امورك كلها يارب وينور طريقك
Wafa'
ReplyDeletedear Wafa'
we both share the same feeling and the same anger inside our hearts
i will pray for us to see miracles
some day
Hope things get better for you and women get some rights in your country.
ReplyDeleteAnonymous
ReplyDeletethank you for your concerned :D
i hope to see that soon
aristocracy is slipping away. there is hope of revival of democratic order under Islamic Sharia.
ReplyDeleteSo you will have rights. Just wait a little, you will be able to exercise you rights of opening your mouth and taking any action justifiable under the sharia law.
Be blessed.
Visit my blog please to see what we go through.
tariq mian
ReplyDeletei hope to see this day very soon my friend , i really want to feel it .