Every one want something for their selves, for one of their family, we constantly asking the forgiveness of our mistakes. we even sum up our prayers in one strong word "Help".
but we forget something if something bad happens to us, our health, bad result in our exams, or when we see a person we care about doesn't want to continue something that is important in their lives. we always forget that we are under God's mercy and his control. we want this and that but we don't believe in our God at some point, what i meant is not the same meaning of not believing but it's more like we think this is not gonna happen so why should i continue praying on something i can see very clear there is no way it's gonna change!.
We always like this once we got the result in front of our eyes, we stop praying and believing, isn't our God the greatest? he only testing us how much our patient will go on. if you think this the end then why at one day you start praying for couples days or a month and then you will stop praying about the thing you want.
Our God is the guide in this scary life, even if we did bad things and no one will ever give us a chance on starting a new life he is the only one who has the mercy to give us the new chance. don't give up, even if the result of your unborn baby says he will be retardant, accept this because maybe this baby is the reason of your happiness. or if your beloved father is in his last days due to cancer, accept the mercy from God so he die in peace instead of the pain that he is in, and try to comfort him with warm words and a smile on your face will light his face for seconds, don't be angry maybe what happened to him bond your relation with your father for once before he pass away.i'm also having a secret prayer to someone i can clearly see the result, i almost swear this is the only result and nothing gonna change but i still believe in God, i believe in his mercy, in his way of guiding me to be more patient, and that helped me a lot to control my thoughts and not to be judgmental.
